Stories on trouble in math?

I absolutely hate math but I want to do better basically my parents don't know, and my bro is hard to work with, Im begging my parents for a tutor, and don't say ask the teacher for help, it never works, I use to do that a lot but I always get a felling I'm pissing the teacher off. Now is this phase or do you guys think I need help. I hate math, but need to know because with the basics of algebra I'll never have decent paying job, Im only in the eight grade, but I'm worried, it also help me if you also problems with math, Im 8th grade learning algebra and I hate it but want to do better, just don't know how. I do decently great in other subjects I get bs b plus and As, but math is my big concern, sorry if I wrote too much, any advice, thoughts, comments, concerns